Chapter 2 - Valerie Had Learned a Routine

I stopped the recording.
Not because I had seen enough.
Because Valerie was watching my face.
Children notice what adults think they hide.
I closed the laptop.
“Come on.”
“Where?”
“My room.”
I carried Mateo upstairs and kept Valerie beside me.
Rex followed.
I checked Valerie carefully without making her feel like evidence.
There was the shoulder bruise.
Another yellowing mark above her elbow.
Red skin across the heel of one hand.
“Did Claire do all of these?”
Valerie shook her head.
“The hand was the pan.”
“What pan?”
“I dropped it.”
She said it like she was confessing.
I sat beside her.
“You’re not in trouble.”
Her eyes filled.
“Claire says you hate coming home to messes.”
That sentence went through me differently than the bruise.
“What else does Claire say?”
Valerie looked toward Mateo.
“That you work because I’m expensive.”
I had to keep my voice level.
“That isn’t true.”
“She said Mateo is easier.”
“Also not true.”
“She said if I woke him up, I had to take care of him.”
That explained why she had been carrying him.
“How long?”
Valerie shrugged.
“Sometimes until Claire gets back.”
“Gets back from where?”
“I don’t know.”
I froze.
“You mean she leaves the house?”
Another nod.
“With you and Mateo alone?”
“Yes.”
My seven-year-old daughter had been caring for a six-month-old infant while the adult responsible for them left.
I called my sister Rachel.
She lived twelve minutes away.
“I need you here.”
She heard something in my voice and didn’t ask questions.
Then I called our pediatrician’s after-hours line and explained the injuries.
The nurse told me what symptoms required emergency care and advised an urgent medical evaluation given Valerie’s age, bruising, and what I had described.
We left within twenty minutes.
Claire called while I was driving.
I let it ring.
Then a message appeared on the dashboard screen.
Hey! You’re home early. I’m grabbing groceries. Be there soon.
Groceries.
Valerie looked at the screen.
Then whispered:
“She doesn’t buy groceries on Tuesdays.”
I glanced at her.
“How do you know?”
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“Because Tuesdays she goes to the yellow house.”
That was the first time I heard about the yellow house.